Heart feels alive again

For the first time in a long time, my heart is happy open and free.  Sure, I still get annoyed with bad drivers, rude people, people who whine.   Ever since I've quit my job in biotech, I have been alive, happy and can feel warmth in my heart.  We are going to move to Raleigh in the next 6-9 months. I can see the people I love more.  And now I'm a professional dog walker.  Dogs are a gift to humans.

Last night we bought some really nice bright lamps for the living room.  Finally.  We haven't had nice lamps since Kajal and I met.  Plus we sold the massage chair, finally.  Today we are getting headboard. I am finally starting to feel like an adult.  Funny how I quit my professional job and finally feel I want to live a better quality life.  My self esteem is percolating and I feel like I need to treat myself with respect, and one way to do that is to live in a respectful home, not some rif raf home.  Pride of ownership is what I'm really trying to say.

I've become a bigger baseball fan than a football fan.  Michael Vick has turned me off from the Eagles, while Chase, Carlos, Frandsen, Ruf, Asche, Cliff, Cole....I feel like I know them.  Baseball is so calm and enjoyable.  Plus love listening to Tom McCarthy, Wheels and that nnnniiiccccee fffffella Sarge.

M and D buying a new 320i soon, I will buy a 14 Highlander come January.  Car show in a few weeks!!!